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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Again I Cry
[time] => 2002-12-31 05:30:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => Again I cry
But my tears are in vain And currently my life is filled with nothing but pain Both my legs are broke, tryna walk with no cane My thoughts are scrambled, forgetting what’s in my own brain My family is estranged And my body is tame Or it's trying to be But on the inside I'm really trying to be free Love is what I need But every time I try to reach It scatters away from me Sometimes I just want to walk out the door and leave Just pick up my keys and run So I can find what I need I thought family was suppose to help me, ( or I used to think) But family has made my life worst A child born, but my birth must have been a curse For my biological genes The mother who left me when I was younger than three See, look what family has done for me I can remember when I was little Waiting to die Waiting to lie in my cloud bed Up above the earth in the heavens Where my soul could rest And I learned early that life isn’t safe Unless in a metal dome with a bullet proof vest And even that won’t make it safe With all the new scientific gadgets That can make anything a hazard And right now my attitude is erratic Happy then sad, then at the whole world I’m mad at wanna laugh and then cry wanna live then die Telling the truth but I lie Asking the Lord why Oh why Is my life the way it is The way in which my heart is hurt Without a bloodstain on my shirt My words lashing out like an outburst of feelings that I never thought I could express Nevertheless I want to keep them to myself To hide them from the world This wise old woman trapped inside the body of this teenage girl That can’t say what she knows Because they say she needs a few more years to grow intellectually But after the pain I have experienced My wisdom is at its peak Im trying to do what I have to While I’m in my prime point of my teenage life See all the strife that includes me And then again I cry [comments] => 2 [counter] => 267 [topic] => 48 [informant] => RealCrystal [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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