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[aid] => mick
[title] => A Walk Through Myself
[time] => 2002-07-13 19:42:03
[hometext] => A Walk Through Myself
[bodytext] => I took a long walk through myself at a steady pace,
I needed to take a careful look around. See, things haven't been feeling right lately, I think that something is going to have to change. I never really asked myself what I wanted in life, I just always assumed I wanted what I was told I should want. But I am not them and I never will be, Guess it's time to really get to know me. I'm a bit insecure, accepting of others, just trying to love life. I want to sing out to everyone, to love that special one, to truly pray. When I grow up I still want to be a princess, or maybe just be treated like one. I love old movies with famous old actors, I wish I could have lived in the 1940s. I'm resentful of my step-father, I adore my mother and admire her light. Sometimes I get so angry I feel like exploding, but tend to keep it inside. I hate my mirror image, can't show myself to anyone but myself comfortably. If I could go anywhere in history I would go back to when man was created so I could prove that Darwin and the bible can both be right. I despise hypocrisy and those who participate in the hurt of their fellow man. I want to prove that I can live on stage, that I can do anything I want successfully. I believe my guitar has a mind of it's own, that it helps create my songs. When I die I want to be burned and scattered on the waters of Monterey Bay. I regret nothing. When I cry, I am letting myself be free. I never claim love without feeling the true emotions it releases. I am afraid of my future, not sure I can acheive true happiness. I want to get to know me more. The scariest part of looking at myself is that I have to see the worst of me. The most incredible part is seeing beauty that I never thought I had. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 534 [topic] => 21 [informant] => Adreana [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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