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[aid] => mick
[title] => Before And After
[time] => 2005-07-02 00:10:40
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[bodytext] => The pain of self hate. A pain that I did not create. Looking at what I have become. Inside, heart shallow and numb. Let me rest my heart and soul. Can I escape from this hellhole? Let me live lives doom. Never able to understand it's gloom. Now I put the gun to my head. The floor, turning a blood red. As the hour of death nears. I can see all of the tears. I can hear that one word... He was such a ***** coward. But we did not need him. He was stupid and grim. He was a burden anyway. We did not want him to stay. He did not care. The way he talked to us was so unfair. He was a selfish freak. We all knew he was worthless and weak. He did not care about anything or anyone. But then again, he was my only son... [comments] => 0 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 6 [informant] => BreathingButNotAlive [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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