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[sid] => 98453
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Swift and Sweet
[time] => 2005-06-18 01:55:25
[hometext] => I was sad as I wrote this.. yet it explains me o so well..
[bodytext] => People see me as happy Having a great life But what they don't know Is how I use a knife I don't let people see The true side of me How I cut so deep Ending up on my knees I hate how I can't open up too people And tell them all my problems But it doesn't matter anyways There's no way to solve them It's like I put on a happy mask Pretending to be something I'm not Acting like im cheerful While my self-esteem rots I come home from school And go straight to my room Thinking about my life The different things I could do Finding there is nothing to live for I write a suicide note I grab a sharp knife And slowly slit my throat As blood falls from my neck And tears drip from my eyes I can't help but wonder How soon I'm going to die I begin to get dizzy My body starts to sway I just close my eyes I can feel my life fade away I fall to the ground My heart no longer beats But don't feel bad Suicide is so swift and sweet. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 441 [topic] => 59 [informant] => burningintherain14 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => psychoticpoems )
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