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[sid] => 97797
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => OTHER TITLES OF MINES
[time] => 2005-06-12 18:31:12
[hometext] => just some stuff from long ago that i still deal with today AND MUCH MORE
[bodytext] => Father I know things have been going on around here and we really think that we can run things, but now it does not look so anymore. In my heart I know that you would not let your people suffer, I know you will never let us down. Just come down father and rescue us from all the hatred and violence, guide us back onto the right path lord father and keep us steady and straight. my heart always ends up hurting me because i am worried when you will finally leave me, I am too lovey, kissy, huggy for you, i always want to hold hands and tell you how i feel while you do not want any of that, you feel i am smothering you with too much love, you cannot trust me, and for that we just cant be my love. i will never be the same again, the pain and the heartache, are consuming me, how and why do i deserve this, i love her so much yet it seems like that is not enough, what more must i do,why must i prove myself, why must my words be taken with a grain of salt, am i that unworthy, oh love stop making a fool of me. I FEEL AS IF MY LIFE LONG STRUGGLES WONT END ANY TIME SOON, BUT ONLY GET WORSE. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 194 [topic] => 43 [informant] => ebooibo [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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