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Array ( [sid] => 97588 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => I hate feeling the way I do [time] => 2005-06-10 19:09:54 [hometext] => I can’t stand feeling so alone, Like a small helpless child, With a pain that is fully grown [bodytext] =>



I hate feeling the way I do
Wanting to die
Of anything
If its cancer all the better
I’m so tired of life
Of the next years to come
Are going to be a reflection of the past
I don’t want them
I don’t want this any more
I am starting not to care
Who said will be hurt if I die
There’s only one person in my like worth
Living for but is one person enough
I don’t know anymore
I’m nothing special
She can move on
I try and get out of the darkness
But I keep getting dragged back by the wrist
I can’t stand feeling so alone
Like a small helpless child
With a pain that is fully grown
I’m so tired of this life that
Cannot even be called a life
I have no one
And the only one I want
Is too far away
Everything in my life turns to nothing
And I do not even ask for anything
And all I get in return is stepped on fecal mater
It’s not even fresh
If some one finds that funny
I’m glad I can help you smile
I am so happy that some one finds my suffering
So comical
But don’t worry you are not alone
Not the only one who laughs at what I feel
I try not to feel like this I do
But it is just so hard
I don’t think its fair that I have to pretend
That every thing is fine
It never is and never will be
I just wish I would die
I don’t want to live anymore
Since I can remember
I have never wanted to live
I know that I am not meant for this world
But I am stuck here
But hopefully not for long
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I hate feeling the way I do

Contributed by Doriens_Picture on Friday, 10th June 2005 @ 07:09:54 PM in AEST
Topic: SadPoetry







I hate feeling the way I do
Wanting to die
Of anything
If its cancer all the better
I’m so tired of life
Of the next years to come
Are going to be a reflection of the past
I don’t want them
I don’t want this any more
I am starting not to care
Who said will be hurt if I die
There’s only one person in my like worth
Living for but is one person enough
I don’t know anymore
I’m nothing special
She can move on
I try and get out of the darkness
But I keep getting dragged back by the wrist
I can’t stand feeling so alone
Like a small helpless child
With a pain that is fully grown
I’m so tired of this life that
Cannot even be called a life
I have no one
And the only one I want
Is too far away
Everything in my life turns to nothing
And I do not even ask for anything
And all I get in return is stepped on fecal mater
It’s not even fresh
If some one finds that funny
I’m glad I can help you smile
I am so happy that some one finds my suffering
So comical
But don’t worry you are not alone
Not the only one who laughs at what I feel
I try not to feel like this I do
But it is just so hard
I don’t think its fair that I have to pretend
That every thing is fine
It never is and never will be
I just wish I would die
I don’t want to live anymore
Since I can remember
I have never wanted to live
I know that I am not meant for this world
But I am stuck here
But hopefully not for long




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Re: I hate feeling the way I do (User Rating: 1 )
by Gothchyk on Friday, 10th June 2005 @ 07:47:10 PM AEST
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you're not alone, nor will you ever be alone in the way that you feel. I won't let you get lost in the darkness.


Re: I hate feeling the way I do (User Rating: 1 )
by shelby on Friday, 10th June 2005 @ 07:49:05 PM AEST
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this is so sad so not like you Im so sorry:(
Im nearby if you need to talk thats about all I can offer you my friend
Michelle


Re: I hate feeling the way I do (User Rating: 1 )
by judasman on Friday, 10th June 2005 @ 07:55:09 PM AEST
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BEEN THERE MYSELF MY FRIEND. ALWAYS LOOKING, NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE A WAY OUT. JUST REMEMBER YOU ARE NOT ALONE, PEOPLE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU.


Re: I hate feeling the way I do (User Rating: 1 )
by DorianChambers on Friday, 10th June 2005 @ 08:27:11 PM AEST
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(((((((Dorien)))))) sorry 4 your pain . . .

Ben






aka Dorian Chambers


Re: I hate feeling the way I do (User Rating: 1 )
by hauntedscorp on Saturday, 11th June 2005 @ 11:15:37 AM AEST
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Your emotions are very real, and fully felt in this dark write...Sadly, you are NOT alone, even when it feels that way...I hope things turn around for you soon. Take Care...
Scorp.


Re: I hate feeling the way I do (User Rating: 1 )
by rosethorn100 on Wednesday, 22nd June 2005 @ 01:41:57 PM AEST
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hey

have been there myself too - i agree with the other poseters - you are not alone - even though deep inside we feel like that - as if nobody can understand our pain - am still going through this now - but refuse to give up
hope you find your happiness - don't give up
good luck
Rosey




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