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[aid] => mick
[title] => Unhealthy
[time] => 2005-06-10 11:34:52
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[bodytext] => Blinded by lies Hiding from truth Chasing unrealistic dreams Feeling safe in insanity Why is reality so invisible? Why is it so hard to realize? It is an endless cycle of craziness and despair It is loved, it is needed, it is orgasmic The feeling of hatred turned to want Never actually loving, just loving to fight It is a need for chase It is an unknowing need for love Love that cannot be achieved Pretending it is not there Pretending all is well It has overcome any sense of real affection It has turned to sour appreciation It has become a hatred It has become love It has become a love of hatred How can it be? How is it so hard to see? It is a lifetime of salty tears and contaminated thoughts A false sense of reality A false sense of truth A false being It cannot be helped, only watched Only forgotten [comments] => 1 [counter] => 223 [topic] => 65 [informant] => dorkfish [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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