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[sid] => 97238
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My Brother prt 2
[time] => 2005-06-07 22:16:31
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[bodytext] => We have a bond that is unbreakable, because it's formed of blood and pain and so it's unbearable to realize that my attempts to love you have been in vain I know we didn't get a fair start in life, and people hurt you-- we both got our share don't you think I know that, that you can talk to me? Don't you think I care? Haven't we been through so much together, weren't you always by my side? Was this a figment of my imagination, or another time you lied? I keep asking myself what I did wrong, even when I know deep down it's not my fault but when I don't hear from you for months on end my whole world seems to fall apart Do you know how it feels to wake up in the morning and wonder if your brother's still alive wondering if he O.D.'d the night before or got himself into something he just couldn't survive I can't camprehend for the life of me, how this got so out of hand You're so far away from me in every way, and I'm trying so hard but I don't understand I know how it feels to be abandonned, I was there too--remember? but please don't let this take you over, that's not how things are it's how they were How can you have so much hate to hand out, when you have a whole life to live if you always look over your shoulder, in the past, what will you ever have to give? I don't want you to know how much you hurt me, because I know you never meant to but why couldn't you have been there just once, and then maybe I could have helped you Though I know my words dont mean a thing, because you'll never hear them and my tears mean even less to you, why do I volunteer them? I [comments] => 1 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Unbreakable [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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