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[sid] => 97007
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => No Answer.... Plz Read!!!!!!!!!!
[time] => 2005-06-06 01:29:52
[hometext] => this was to my mom, after my step dad molested me, and i couldnt tell her
[bodytext] => why do you keep insisting to ask whats wrong. I cant tell you the recent one, but my list is so long. Why cant you just see all the hurt in my soul. You've known my soul has never been daul. Its always been full of pain. Now I feel like ive just become insane. You just sit there and say things you dont mean. But thats all ill ever remember about this scene. You yell at me for things you dont understand. Things you will never be able to comprehend. I wish you could know whats going on too. But I keep it in and wont let you. Cause you think things are going well. And I dont want to ruin it and tell. But everyday im haunted about that night. I wish I knew what to do thats right. Im still haunted about lots of things in my past. which makes me get upset to fast. Then I take it out on me. Becouse im hurting deeply. I'll cut until ive had enough. And everyone thinks im so tough. They dont understand how weak I am inside. Cause it feels like 5 years ago I died. But you still cry, becouse hurting me hurts you. But its so addicting, i dont know what else to do. And to answer your question, im not gonna tell you yet. One day I will, when I do I hope I dont regret.......... Tell me what you think! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 55 [informant] => life_goes_on900 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => dedicatedpoems )
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