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[aid] => mick
[title] => Why must it be this way?
[time] => 2005-06-03 19:39:46
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[bodytext] => Because of all the things you say I find myself feeling ashamed fallling back into my depression, hating myself Taking away what matter most, my happiness, my love What keeps me alive. you bring back the pain i kept at bay, helped by my love, Now all the pain has returned Still holding me back is only her Your fighting to take her away Without her i will die emotionally And completly alone Now it seems i dont need what a mother should give Its something i never had, never knew Its to late to fix, the damage is done, Ill never be the same, though i dont know what i missed The things a mother should do with her child, Is something never done with me, You raised me wrong, gave me things i didnt need What i need is gone forever Im to old now, but the pain still continues Cause you still wont give me what i need. Saying i dont know what love is How can you tell me im not what i feel How can you not accept me when it means my life, Or our relationship We will never be what you wanted to be What you dreamed i would be. I realize now nothing will ever change That brings me down so much, to my pain Now i dont know what to do But live the rest of my life here depressed. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 32 [informant] => willow_tara72002 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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