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[aid] => mick
[title] => Whatever am I to do?
[time] => 2005-05-26 12:01:32
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[bodytext] => I read your poems over and over again, Because I just can't bear to think that it will ever end. Seeing you is what I miss most, Feeling you, smelling you and holding you close. You ask, what more can you do, To salvage your family in spite of us two? I tell you this, you've got to let go, For the two of us can never be, as we both know. A choice has been made to the ones you love dear, And that does not include me I fear. I cannot keep crying myself to sleep each night, Wondering if things will ever be right. For I know they were as good as they could ever be, But that is in the past and the future does not include me. So I release you my dear to do as you must, And hope that in me you will always trust. You are everything to me, More than I ever dreamed possible, And for me there will never be, Another so perfectly suited. But you must know that it pains me much, To see you in agony and such. I would do anything I could to make everything right, But I fear I am your worst plight. For you see, I love you dearly, And all I can think about is having you near me. My selfish desires take over all rational thinking, And I just wind up shrinking . . Into a puddle of tears, A river of pain, That I have created for which there is no gain. I know not where it ends, Or if we will ever fully mend. But this I do know, It is with you that I have beared by soul. I never want our journey to end, But I fear I cannot just be your friend. I will do my best to endure, And hope you know this for sure. It is with you that I desire my life to be, And without you I will never completely be free. You were my rock, my comforter, my provider, My friend, and companion, and perfect confider. You continue to have such an amazing hold on me, Yet I fear that you just need to set me free. For I am a threat to the things you love most, And the pain is so great not having you close. I hardly remember my life without you, Wherever am I to go, whatever am I to do? [comments] => 3 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 2 [informant] => Buttercups [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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