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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I'll be okay.
[time] => 2005-05-21 21:16:48
[hometext] => RIP DAD November 15,1957-December 27,2004 I LOVE YOU!
[bodytext] => You think you know,but you have no idea. How much this little girl fears I dont want to fear living without you anymore. I want to be able to breathe and know that everything will be alright I wont loose my faith once again, The past has broken me up inside. I dont know what to do. Im drowning in your rememberance, why'd you have to go? the past is in the past, but that dosent mean i have to forget what comes so easily to me, loving you. People think they know what I am going through with you not here by my side but, they dont know how much I've cried. I never knew I could miss someone so much,before the day god took you away. I remeber the look in your eyes when you were lying there, I remeber how i felt, I remember everything. Sometimes I forget that you arent here to help me get through life. But then I remeber that you wont be walking through the kitchen door anymore. I've been lost for so long, and now i think I've finally found my way, I cant let this eat me alive. I know your in the hands of god and he will take care of you until we can finally be together as father and daughter once again.. You see daddy, I wasnt ready for you to just leave me one day and never come back I knew it would happen, but not when I was a little girl, and still am, Im barely grown up. I need you in my life. But all I have now, is the fear of not fullfilling my dreams, and knowing that you'll always be looking out for me I know that one day we'll be together again, but until then, Goodbye, until we meet again, and I love you. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 149 [topic] => 39 [informant] => irememberyou [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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