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[aid] => mick
[title] => No Reason
[time] => 2005-05-17 13:23:32
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => There’s no reason for me to go on I’m stuck in this shadow I keep holding on to everything that I feel I’ve lost knowing that I can’t take anything else I don’t want to live anymore I want this hollow feeling to leave I don’t want to deal with all of this these things that stay with me that I can’t set free I pretend like they don’t bother me when in reality they tie me down and torture til I feel like I can’t take it anymore and no one knows, no one sees they think I’m just acting funny for no apparent reason I don’t want to tell them that I think that I could be crazy It’s beginning to feel normal living in this distorted world seeing through these eyes that only see pain knowing that I just want to die because I’ll never be happy again [comments] => 1 [counter] => 184 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Supergurl1071 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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