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[sid] => 94729
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[aid] => mick
[title] => I dont wanna need your help
[time] => 2005-05-17 12:07:09
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[bodytext] => i pick up my razor blade again knowing it is my only true friend its ben a while i say to it but still, in my hand you fit. ive ben hurting, where have you ben? are you still sharp? i say to him i know my arm is just starting to heal but things are too rough i can no longer deal i know you understand you always do. you help me when im feeling blue. so just hold your breath it wont take long just close your eyes and prey till im done ill drag you slowly across my skin releasing the pain i feel within with every drop of blood that falls i losen up my grip till finally i stop the cutting and clean up all the mess now see, that wasnt really that bad. it didnt even really hurt and look, there isnt that much blood nothing to worry about. it was nice to see you again, i said to it. thank you for your help. but hopefully this is the last time i use you to hurt myself. Copyright ©2005 Amanda Hope Indelicato [comments] => 2 [counter] => 177 [topic] => 72 [informant] => bethers_is_my_baby [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
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