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[sid] => 94355
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => It's always the past
[time] => 2005-05-14 15:35:11
[hometext] => I wrote this at school but its good i think
[bodytext] => I've been waiting such a long, long time. Not knowing , Trying not to show you a part of me. I just can't get you off my mind. Still I wish you were here with me. It's not like i'm crazy about you, but your my only way of life and I can't say you didnt change me, because you did you changed my life. When we lose we've lost it all, and thats just how i feel So i guess that all i'm saying is. When you left, I lost my breath. There was nothing left of me. I was so confused, i was falling because you held me together. I can tell you the truth I didn't have the strength to move on. So all that I'm saying is I love you, and if dying i'll miss you but would you miss me. Ohh see this is love, if this is love then i dont want it, take it back. If you came back to break my heart then whats the point in coming back. See i was your girl, you were my world but that part of me is over now. When it came to what i wanted, I never got it back. To realize how "fudged"life is. Trying to make up all I lack. I see i've made mistakes, fallen to the ground. but thats all in the past. When you left , I felt so low. Trying to decide exactly how many times you lied. See I know that I can't hide everything that i feel inside, but dont worry you didn't make me cry. so i'd have to say this times good bye. Twisting and turning my mind is lost. Thinking about every memory with you. My soul feels like its buring , but the pain is over now. see the things that i remember the most is gone, lost with the past.......... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 166 [topic] => 48 [informant] => StrwBrryStrBrst0225 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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