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[aid] => mick
[title] => never had
[time] => 2005-05-12 21:36:00
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[bodytext] => I THINK BACK ON EVERY STORY IVE EVER BEEN TOLD ABOUT YOU AND I WONDER WHAT MY LIFE WOULD BE LIKE IF U WERE HERE ALL IVE EVER WANTED WAS TO GET TO KNOW YOU AND NOT HAVE TO SHED ONE MORE TEAR I TRY TO IMAGINE WHAT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN LIKE FOR YOU TO TEACH ME HOW TO READ AND PLAY WITH MY HAIR BUT WHEN I OPEN MY EYES YOUR REALLY NOT THERE I KEEP TELLING MYSELF TO BE STRONG BUT I NEED TO KNOW JUST WHAT I DID WRONG WHY YOU DIDNT WANT ME OR CALL ME YOUR OWN WHY YOU WERE NEVER THERE AT THE PLACE WEDE CALL HOME ID LIE AWAKE AT NIGHT TOSSING AND TURNING WITH THAT PIECE DEEP INSIDE DESPERATELY YURNING TO KNOW WHAT IT IS THAT YOU HATE ABOUT YOUR OWN FLESH AND BLOOD AND WHY YOU LEFT ME LIKE I WAS JUST A ROCK IN THE MUDD ID WAIT BY THE MAILBX FOR A LETTER OR CARD AND WHEN I REALIZED IT WASNT COMING IT HIT ME REAL HARD SO I GUES ALL I CAN DO NOW IS JUST SIT AND WONDER HOW?HOW YOU COULD BE SO COLD AND LEAVE ME SO LONELY AND PRAY TO GOD IF ONLY IF ONLY.!.! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 158 [topic] => 43 [informant] => sweetnsilentsoul [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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