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[sid] => 93204
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Depression and Despair
[time] => 2005-05-03 21:37:49
[hometext] => I updated my earlier poem mental illness I believe this is much better hope you get it
[bodytext] => WHEN THE EMPTINESS IS ALL THATS INSIDE YOU BEG DAILY TO HURRY AND DIE WHEN YOU HAVE RUINED EVERYTHING IN YOUR LIFE YOUR ONCE BELOVED HUSBAND HATES HIS WIFE WHEN YOUR HOUSE IS NEVER A HOME WHOS FAULT YOU ASK, KNOWING ITS ONLY YOUR OWN WHEN NO ONE UNDERSTANDS YOU BEING SICK YOUR OWN MOTHER CALLS YOU A WITCH WHEN THE INSANITY ONLY GETS WORSE SOME PEOPLE BELIEVE YOUR LIFE IS CURSED WHEN YOU HAVE NO LOVE OF YOUR OWN YOU KNOW THAT YOU WILL DIE ALONE WHEN HOPES AND DREAMS ARE NO LONGER HERE COURAGE AND WISDOM QUICKLY DISAPPEAR YOUR ONLY FEELINGS ARE HURT AND PAIN BAD MEMORIES AND THOUGHTS FILL YOUR BRAIN WHEN EVERYTHING YOU SEE IS DINGY AND GREY YOU CAN NO LONGER KEEP THE DARKNESS AT BAY WHEN EVERYTHING INSIDE YOU IS SHRIVELED AND DEAD THE UNCONTROLABLE THOUGHTS RACE IN YOUR HEAD WHEN NO ONE CAN SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELF NO ONE HEARS YOUR SCREAMING CRIES FOR HELP WHEN MENTAL ILLNESS HAS ITS HOLD YOUR EMOTIONS ARE FROZEN AND YOUR HEART COLD WHEN THE LIFE YOU LIVE IS PATHETIC AND SAD WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN THAT IS ALL YOU HAVE [comments] => 2 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 13 [informant] => mexicomama33 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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