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[sid] => 91620
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => One Last Time
[time] => 2005-04-20 16:08:26
[hometext] => God this was so hard. I suck at making hard choices. Maybe that's why I never went through with this.
[bodytext] => I don’t blame you if you hate me. I’m starting to hate me too. Mostly because I can’t let go, And I know I still love you. I can’t remember your face, And I’ve forgotten a lot of your words I know how I can remind myself, But remembering us still hurts. And even though I’ve never said it, You’re the strongest person I know. 'Cuz you’ve been through so much crap, And yet, you still have the strength to glow. I regret making you angry, And making you wait for me. I wish we could start over, Beginning on 8-28-03. I’ve met other guys, yes. From different schools too. Some are really nice, But they just don’t measure up to you. You know, I feel kind of stupid, Writing you a poem you’ll never read. But you’re the only one, Who makes me feel like I’ll succeed. If you’re happy with her, that’s fine. But just know I’ll always be here. Even if you can’t see me, I’ll never fully disappear. And know that it’s safe to call me. I’ll be happier on the phone. It’s likely you’ll hear a happy voice, And not a depressing tone. In my opinion, I love you. In yours, we’re only friends. And if we ever have a future, Then I guess it all depends. But for now, I’ll leave you alone. Assuming that’s for the best. You’ll no longer hear me crying; No longer see me depressed. It’ll do me some good to forget, And I promise I’ll try to move on. In the meantime, thanks for everything. Even though you are still gone. So here’s a final poem. And a few last words of rhyme. This is my way of saying I love you, One last day, One last time. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 179 [topic] => 65 [informant] => jacobskk [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 27 [ratings] => 6 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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