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Array ( [sid] => 91159 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => ::~WHY AM I HERE~:: [time] => 2005-04-16 09:12:06 [hometext] => This is a really emotional poem to many and if you try and steal it I will cut your/or your boyfriends balls off and shove them down your throat [bodytext] => ::~WHY AM I HERE~::
I sit here and wonder
Why am I here?
Through out my life
My only purpose
Was to be hurt and left alone
Out to defend myself on my own
No light to shine on me
I am just a forgotten memory
They can look at the pictures on the wall
See my decieving smile
A single lie that won't fall
The cuts on my legs and wrists
That will never fade
Remind me to keep going
To head another way
Left or right
It drives me crazy
Cause` it always leads to another fight
My family hates me
All ten of them
They see me as another broken stem
My friends keep dying away
I can't seem to keep my mind straight
Cause` I'm trying to block away from my fate
Knowing it will all lead to hate
With no one here by my side
I feel lost
Alone without a guide
Someone bring me my knife
So I can finally give up
And commit suicide
Why am I here?
Am I just another defect
Just another fallen child [comments] => 5 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 48 [informant] => RainDust [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 6 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
::~WHY AM I HERE~::

Contributed by RainDust on Saturday, 16th April 2005 @ 09:12:06 AM in AEST
Topic: EmotionalPoetry



::~WHY AM I HERE~::
I sit here and wonder
Why am I here?
Through out my life
My only purpose
Was to be hurt and left alone
Out to defend myself on my own
No light to shine on me
I am just a forgotten memory
They can look at the pictures on the wall
See my decieving smile
A single lie that won't fall
The cuts on my legs and wrists
That will never fade
Remind me to keep going
To head another way
Left or right
It drives me crazy
Cause` it always leads to another fight
My family hates me
All ten of them
They see me as another broken stem
My friends keep dying away
I can't seem to keep my mind straight
Cause` I'm trying to block away from my fate
Knowing it will all lead to hate
With no one here by my side
I feel lost
Alone without a guide
Someone bring me my knife
So I can finally give up
And commit suicide
Why am I here?
Am I just another defect
Just another fallen child




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Re: ::~WHY AM I HERE~:: (User Rating: 1 )
by Sinned on Saturday, 16th April 2005 @ 10:07:49 AM AEST
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You are here to make your little corner of this world a better place.Sad poem don't feel sorry for yourself. Powerful poem,but too much poor me in it. "Father forgive them they know not what they do"
Keep posting

Sinned


Re: ::~WHY AM I HERE~:: (User Rating: 1 )
by gothchic on Saturday, 16th April 2005 @ 10:38:51 AM AEST
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i loved your poem, i have similar poems myself, your poem makes people feel a connection to it,


Re: ::~WHY AM I HERE~:: (User Rating: 1 )
by lostinmyself on Saturday, 16th April 2005 @ 11:30:21 AM AEST
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No. We all have a purpose, you just haven't found yours yet. It doesn't mean you don't have one.

This is a sad poem, and I'm sure many people have been here. I hope you feel better soon.

Phil
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Re: ::~WHY AM I HERE~:: (User Rating: 1 )
by smiley_jennyxoxo on Sunday, 17th April 2005 @ 12:37:08 PM AEST
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That's sad... I have a friend who also has problems with her family... but whatever you do, you mustn't give up! Gather your strength. You may find someone eventually who can guide you and shine light upon you. I have, but i'm not sure if he likes me more than a friend... i've thought about suicide, but i think about all the ppl who care about me. Surely there is someone to care about you. Jenny


Re: ::~WHY AM I HERE~:: (User Rating: 1 )
by Red_Silo on Monday, 9th May 2005 @ 11:01:24 PM AEST
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You are never alone. Even when your world is falling apart God is there for you. No one will EVER love you more than he does. Ever. He alone is a reason to live. He will never turn his back on you.

Red_Silo




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