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[aid] => mick
[title] => Pain
[time] => 2002-07-21 20:23:26
[hometext] => For Nicole:
Exit - The Joker Enter - Jung "Slip" Giovanni [bodytext] => I once remember when my actions followed my words But now it's so hard for me, it's seems absurd It was so easy then, wasn't it? I would hold you in my arms and you felt my lips Everytime you were around my heart would melt You know this too, because that's what you felt My dreams no longer hold a reality Ever since I set the pain to get mad at me It's there and I don't remember what it's like to feel no more I used to be able to jump off a bridge and sore I know what you want from me but I just can't be The risk of your pain may arise from me Please understand that I stay away because of you I don't want you to hurt, plus I'm no longer true Sometimes I look at the wall and I see your face Then it fades away without a single trace I walk to the wall and I attempt to hug it Try to bring back the image as I fall with hands dragging All I've ever caused is hate and pain And yet all of my friends including you ignore the rain My eyes are now shrink-wrapped in sorrow Since I wait here alone everyday waiting for tomorrow Maybe she'll call, maybe I'll see her there But to my disappointment, God proves he's unfair I know there's a reason to why he wants it this way But I don't, I want to hold her like back in the days Back when nothing mattered but those diamond blue eyes They glistened in the dark of the pale blue night I could see them still even through your eye lids While you slept, I watched your peaceful highness If only I could show you once again my love I'd give up the world just to feel your hug It's God sent, why he doesn't give me the will to act Upon my helpless dreams and fiction drowned by fact My best friends, in love, and I encouraged them Pushed them even closer than they'd ever been Jung + Peachy was written far before my crime I kept it from you, waiting for the right time It was a foreshadow a prediction from me Like 9-11, another strong feeling I knew would be seen After December I lost the memory of feelings Now no one can remind me of how to start healing Was it true? Everytime you and everyone else said I make sense? Was I an influence? A great part of my friends? I still don't believe when I hear those words Because I always turned around and my blood would burn This isn't a poem, but my reasons for being The reasons I have for always retreating Know this... I still love you. JUNG + PEACHY [comments] => 1 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 32 [informant] => thejoker [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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