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[sid] => 88616
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => lost and backward
[time] => 2005-03-24 16:14:49
[hometext] => i seem cofused alot these days
[bodytext] => i am lost and i am backward. i don't know which way to turn... i only have what i've seen and heard, and that always seems to burn... but i'm not giving up 'cause i don't know how to give in. i haven't had enough, i know i've got to live. this time has seemed so wasted... these moments never last. all the beauty i have tasted just stays hidden with my past. but i know that i can heal. i choose which way to go... i will find my something real, and my strength will somehow grow... i am lost and i am backward. i know i've done all this before. i am seen and i am heard but i'm needing something more. when days are marked and numbered, it's hard to move along. i pray for peaceful slumber... till then, i'll struggle to keep strong. the days have seemed so useless... life seems to fade away... but my heart is so relentless, i can't just sit and wait. i have to find my way, see where it may lead. if only for today, i'll have something to believe... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 148 [topic] => 43 [informant] => treasure [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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