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[sid] => 88511
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Mommy
[time] => 2005-03-23 19:36:50
[hometext] => After re-reading this poem that I wrote during my cutting days, I felt so upset for all the pain and hurt that I put her through. If only I had realized that back then.
[bodytext] => Look, it doesn't hurt Mom you see that I'm smiling so why are you crying? Don't worry, it will stop bleeding Mom next week they'll just be scars I'll be fine I'm not blind I see what I'm doing and I'm sorry it hurts you but I can't help these things I do it's not me holding this blade It's the darkness that invades I'm loving this sting, Mom It's a wonderful thing, Mom Why can't you understand? It's my way of coping so you don't have to be hoping that I'll change my ways these are my black days when I'm feeling so low, I feel better when I see the blood flow [comments] => 3 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 72 [informant] => TinkerHell [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => self-harmpoetry )
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