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[sid] => 8764
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Eatin From the Inside
[time] => 2002-12-17 19:00:00
[hometext] => * This is one of my latest poems. So yeah hope u like and place a comment because I like to know what ppl think of my stuff. Thnx*
[bodytext] => Sick of the pain
Tearing at my fractured mind Cutting soft and slow Trying to gain some normalcy Inside my chaotic brain I'm sorry what more can I say? How can I hold my chin up high? When I'm following your gaze To my scars, I wish I could die Instead of being forced, to see your disappointment Wanting to leave this life behind, But by your will I'm forced to reside Why is life like this? Can't pull myself off the curb Why can't I just disappear Screaming like I'm demon possessed Trying to drown out The voices in my head Are all my strivings for naught? Trying to chase away my ever-present fears Trying to analyze where I went wrong Staring at the blood dripping from my wrists Coincidentally, like tears dripping From my tortured face I feel like I'm being eatin from the inside It seems my only choice is pain So I'm forced to live Beside the waters of my misery Calling for someone, anyone To take out this thorn [comments] => 3 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 32 [informant] => bobotheclown [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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