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[aid] => mick
[title] => Lost
[time] => 2005-02-12 04:10:21
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[bodytext] => Lost is what I am And I don't know if I can Find the truth that lies beneath the surface To find just what it is that is my purpose With all that life has thrown at me over the years Was I somehow still able to swallow my fears? Can I look at myself and be proud of what I've done? Or do I constantly feel like I have to run? The confusion I hold inside is manifesting It builds up growing stronger each day That's why I need to start correcting The past that creates so much pain Lost is what I am And I don't know if I can Find the truth that lies beneath the surface To find just what it is that is my purpose How can I be satisfied with how things are When the past holds so many scars If I could go back and do things differently I would Cause that's the only way I believe that I could Change the way things are today Feel that nothing is ever the same Believe that sometime I will be needed And rid this feeling that I'm depleted Lost is what I am And I don't know if I can Find the truth that lies beneath the surface To find just what it is that is my purpose Even though this is how I feel right now I will never know where the future will lead So maybe I should lift myself up from the ground And not care about what others choose to think of me Answers are never clear, so I looked beyond what I could see The emptiness within disappeared when I found a reason to be I spent my life searching for things I wish I could've had Instead of embracing the very things that I have [comments] => 2 [counter] => 172 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Tobe [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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