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[sid] => 83882
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Lovely Death
[time] => 2005-02-10 21:41:16
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[bodytext] => hapiness only seems so far away from my reach. sadness is the only thing that i know, that i have learned. teach me how to smile, and how to laugh with no regrets. kiss me, and love me to ease this pain. struggles alone in this world, i will die alone. lovely angels lifting me into heaven where it never rains. im not afraid to die, my mind isnt afraid to let go. suicide note, adressed to the loved and missed. fill my heart with something i can handle. fill my head with images of you and this halo around my head. your tears they are dried, and my tears they soak my clothes. i just wish i could, but i cannot be the person i want to be. i will waste my life, and you can move forward with this motion. i will kill myself, because i was afraid of the future and the state i would be in. teach me, teach me anything at all, anything to make me smile. and im sorry, this isnt me, and im sorry, heaven is calling my name. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 185 [topic] => 48 [informant] => frmpoison2static [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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