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[sid] => 83073
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Ill Be Forever Cursed
[time] => 2005-02-05 02:44:28
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[bodytext] => I cried out for someone to help me, no ones there So i did that only thing i could, making the pain stop Looking at the ceiling, pushing the blade into me I cried out alone , cause alone is all ill ever be With burdining everyones pain, theres no one there to help me with me This whole life proves im cursed, always hurting, no one can help Alone in the dark, sad music playing, im tormented by thoughts of suicide Consumed by pain and fear, why cant i feel anythign but pain? im just screaming for someone to understand Why i cant love, why i cant be happy, feels like im dead inside Completly alone, everything is killing me inside With outside stress i cant take, Im just a kid with life and pain of an adult Why cant anyone feel my pain, im so cheated in life I should just be alone, everything hurts so much, with my broken heart Lied to, burdining everyones pain, i cant be happy, i cant love Ill always be alone, and no one can understand Im only here to stop otheres pain, with no one to help me with my own This is what god has cursed me with, but why? What did i do to deserve this? no one should have to endure this pain Why am i, forever cursed? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 166 [topic] => 13 [informant] => willow_tara72002 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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