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[sid] => 82742
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => The Sun Shines but I Don't
[time] => 2005-02-02 22:49:02
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[bodytext] => I do not weep crocodile tears, but pure, deep distress. No pollyannaish words will fall out of my mouth. A misconceived me sours in the sun. Does anyone else live an infelicitous life? My contentedness is ambiguous. My self-induced affliction is not. This feeling that animates me, there is no utterance I can speak to describe it. Do you understand yet? My reverie is that of someone who possesses a discombobulated mind. I shudder from anything and everything cheerful. The sun shines, but I don't. And that is what ultimately puts me where I am. In between a knife and a needle, both leading to the grave. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 192 [topic] => 32 [informant] => allforyou [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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