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[sid] => 82071
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Revealing the Truth
[time] => 2005-01-30 00:32:25
[hometext] => whats on the inside...
[bodytext] => hiding tears behind a painful smile blocking out the pain with a fake happiness nobody notices they think its real which is exactly the way i want it i don't want them to know about...everything.. the wet mascara pouring off my face as i stay awake crying the depression sinking its way into me the broken feeling deep in my heart the heart that is slowly fading, dulling, blackening i have to let this out its been dwelling deep inside for way too long it hurts even worse the longer it sits there i have to let it out or it will continue to slowly tear me apart if only the smiling happiness i present on the outside was not just a lie things would be so much easier but they aren't so this is my life... hopefully things will change before i lose what is left of it [comments] => 1 [counter] => 154 [topic] => 48 [informant] => daydreamer22 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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