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[aid] => mick
[title] => Ana
[time] => 2005-01-24 19:22:01
[hometext] => I'm just a bit obsessed with my weight. Anorexia is an interest of mine.
[bodytext] => Another meal uneatin Another inch lost Growing thunner by the day Don't care how much it cost. A nibble here a small bite there I feel a wrench in my stomach Its more than I can bear. I still dont let it get to me Push another meal aside Though people say I'm thin I feel I have a lot to hide. More and more clothes I put on the less I eat I keep working on this goal though it'll never be beat. Stuck in this crazed reality but not trying to get free staring at my reflection looking at the flawed me Just a little more to lose I think then maybe I'll look fine No matter what I look like I dount I'll like this body of mine So I continue this diet and continue to grow thinner No breakfast, no lunch and now not even dinner Trapped in these thoughts never to be pleased body is rotting away never given it what it needs Now all I am is bone and burried down below my problem must have been bad for it to sink this low. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 207 [topic] => 61 [informant] => LolitaMarionette [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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