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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Without
[time] => 2005-01-22 21:44:14
[hometext] => Realization Hits You Like A Truck.
[bodytext] => Without Well I know, that you've seen this all before. I know that your openess is closed. I know......god I know that it's only.....only for me. I know it's locked... now always that door. Now my nakedness is exposed. For all...but mostly you to see. -CHRS. I had so much to say to you. I thought I had all the time in the world. I thought you would watch me...... as I passed away. But now you're gone..... Now I miss the world in your view. Into the pits I hurled.... Everything that was we. Everything..........Everything about Renee. Now it's forgone...and you're withdrawn. So I saw you today....... I saw you walk into the room........ And I saw you walk on bye. Not a look, not a glance........ I was left with no chance. I realized...that I had not a tear to cry. There was nothing left to consume. There was just me....the reason why..... -CHRS. Well I can not say it to you.. I can not tell you the words in my mouth. I can't, let them out. God.......Why did I turn off the lights. Maybe happiness is my taboo? Forcing myself to lonely nights. Forcing myself to go without. The feelings that are......the feelings that are you. -CHRS. What more is there to say? What words could change the sway? None......they all come from me. They are all void, light, they're empty. At least when they're from me. They pull at my chest. That sickness in my stomach. I wish it was a jest, that feeling that I'm possessed. But it's real..........that deep down ache. -CHRS. I have only myself to blame. I left my sanity at the door. I lost control of my brain. I hurt the one I loved, I caused her pain. I've chosen this road, I'm the one.............. who threw it away, took it away, blew it away, Hello.....my name is "Dumb" And I'm now forever numb........ Without my Renee......my Renee..........Renee -CHRS. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 168 [topic] => 34 [informant] => Always [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SongLyrics )
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