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[sid] => 80443
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => This Life
[time] => 2005-01-18 17:53:25
[hometext] => it was really hard for me to submit this one but it was something i had to do to deal with my father.
[bodytext] => This life of mine has buried me deep Too dead to care too numb to weep Shallow rivers tell it all Just one more step until I fall The moment lingers; I can not feel It'll take more than time to heal My mind is blank yet filled with pain But as i've learned no pain no gain With all my experiences you'd think i'd learn Nothing seems to drown this burn Lies are all i'll live and tell Devil walks these halls of hell He sits there now and passes out I creep on by before he shouts Who i am is a creation of a monster Dare he demand me to call him my father Am i all you wanted me to become As you sit there yelling pretending you're someone To think you're half of me makes me nausious I'm praying please just leave me unconcious You've become a demon you've past the test The stench of alcohol clenches to your breath I'll close my eyes to disappear My only way to escape from here [comments] => 4 [counter] => 158 [topic] => 48 [informant] => MorbidDeath [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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