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[sid] => 80126
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I Cant Stand This Feeling Anymore!
[time] => 2005-01-16 17:50:51
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => It hurts not to. You see that razor keeps staring me in my face! I want to grab it so bad. Think I think about how many peole beg me day after day to not Well I ignore it for now. Then real soon I feel as sh_ity as before and Im dieing to cut! I see that razor again. This time I reach for it... But then I hear my mom so I had it 'til later. Later never comes that day. So then after I feel it again I see it... I reach and take it in my hand and as I do Im crying from the pain I feel I say to myself"Its time to put yourself outta this da_mn misory" I grab for something bigger and sharper and I lay in my bed and write this poem. Then when I finsh my last line I cut... Not my arm though,My neck. Its a real deep cut too. When my mom wakes she'll see a knife in my hand and the poem I wrote. I pray that sh understands there was nothing she could do. No one could cause it was everyone who drove me to do this. So now im lieing in a pool of blood and only I know why. Sorry world for being here,Sorry for me ever being on your ground. Goodbye friends,Mom and anyone who helped me see it was my time and I also thank you so much! [comments] => 3 [counter] => 189 [topic] => 36 [informant] => BabyFacedAngel2010 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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