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[title] => unburying the demon in me
[time] => 2005-01-15 12:43:39
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[bodytext] => I close my eyes and fall deep into The never-ending perilous hole that are my thoughts Words and images scrabbling about No real meaning to them, just vile, wicked thoughts Slowly taking over, telling me to hurt others, Hurt myself Longing for them to go away, to leave, disappear forever But they’re taking over Soon to fill my head, till it explodes in a rage of fury Getting what they want Scared I might hurt someone, hurt myself Screaming, yelling at them, to get lost, go away Crying in frustration But they laugh, their deranged laughter Filling up, telling me they can’t go away They’re a part of me Their the feelings I’ve been burying over the years, denying them, But it’s their turn; they’ve dug themselves out Slowly taking over me, so tired of fighting, I give in tot hem Letting the pain and torment take over I open my eyes and take a look in the mirror, A new me stares back, crazed look in my eye And a sneer in my smile, I start a new day with a new me [comments] => 1 [counter] => 204 [topic] => 13 [informant] => polishkiss [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 7 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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