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[aid] => mick
[title] => The Obsessive Compulsive in me
[time] => 2005-01-11 22:49:13
[hometext] => In November of last year I was diagnosed with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. This explains how I feel better then any words I have ever read or written.
[bodytext] => I am falling out of control, I am grasping, reaching out, Looking to stop the decent, Looking to end the doubt, Looking for reasurance, That everythings ok, Looking for something, anything, To get me through my day, Oh God, I am falling apart, My insides are twisting and churning, I can't think I don't want to move, And for peace my heart in yearning, But yet I can find none, There is nothing that I can find, To calm my weary soul, There is no place I can rest my mind, For I am lost in this maze, Of worry and constant fear, The fear that all is lost, And the terror that the end is near, I am in constant search of hope, To find some sense of peace, But I can never find it, So my search will never cease, For my soul will not be eased, No matter how hard I try, I will never be able to rest, Until the day that I die, [comments] => 5 [counter] => 290 [topic] => 61 [informant] => JD_Hamilton [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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