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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Feeling
[time] => 2005-01-02 22:42:25
[hometext] => it sucks. so what?
[bodytext] => It is so hard explaining a feeling You feel dead but content Numb and full of love. Tired but you cannot sleep, and you reach out and do things that you never thought you'd want to. I feel wadded up Like a crumpled bag Thrown in the trash But it's okay Because there everyone is so in love with you They care so much about me here I want to leave so badly. They are the sweetest but... It is love from the darkness I want. We always desire what we cannot have and fall victim to this lust. But strangely we are happy and it goes for me How it always does. I feel like throwing it all away and living with no one Seeing blindly Kindly Threateningly I want the hurtful love Sweetly Nausea The true love makes me sick. My ill feelings Will not go away Not sure I want them to And I'm stuck writing these terrible poems And too lazy to make them rhyme or make sense. I long I long I want it now Just make me flow In many pieces and drift all around up and down And get this feeling or lack of it Away. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 64 [informant] => assassinatorgirl [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => ambiguous )
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