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[sid] => 77305
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Again My Courage Has Failed Me
[time] => 2004-12-26 12:20:55
[hometext] => This was my first poem I ever posted on the site but I don't like the way it was originally formated and because of advice from some of you, I changed my format around. Thanks for all your help
[bodytext] => My head is telling me I hate you so much yet my heart is saying that I love you. I wait for the day when I'll get the courage to say,"You need to stop treating me this way." But that day is not this day so I guess I'll just sit around and wait. I wonder what have I done to make you lash out at me in such violent ways? Why can't I be smart and just leave you? And why is my heart saying that I still need you? Please undo these chains that you have captured me with, these chains of blood and iron. I love you so much but I'm afraid of your touch. I wonder if you miss me. I love you so much but I hate you too, your kisses taste so vile. One of these days I will find a way to break my chains of blood and iron and let myself be free. One of these days I will find a way to let you know I hate you. But until the day my courage comes, I guess I'll just sit here and wait. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 238 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Katie2008 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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