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I wish I knew if I could be loved

And did not feel like I do now

I feel so ugly all the time and alone

The only two truths in my life

I feel like cutting all the time

I feel like I am losing my mind

I do not want all this strife

I hate wondering why I never feel like I am at home

If you only knew how much I hurt

If you only knew I have no self worth

I hate writing like this

But it is sadly how I do feel

This is not a phase my mood won’t change

Why does everyone think I am so strange?

I want to paint my eyes and not be scorned at

I want to paint my nails black and not be laughed at

I wish I could change the color of my eyes

I hate it when I want to be my self I am called a fag

I love and am in love but no one loves me in return

I wish I were needed I wish I had someone

I wish I had a purpose not just in my poetry

I wish I did not hate my self so much

But in the end I will always hate being me
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In The End I Will Always Hate Being Me

Contributed by Doriens_Picture on Wednesday, 15th December 2004 @ 02:55:03 AM in AEST
Topic: SadPoetry

I wish I knew just how you felt

I wish I knew if I could be loved

And did not feel like I do now

I feel so ugly all the time and alone

The only two truths in my life

I feel like cutting all the time

I feel like I am losing my mind

I do not want all this strife

I hate wondering why I never feel like I am at home

If you only knew how much I hurt

If you only knew I have no self worth

I hate writing like this

But it is sadly how I do feel

This is not a phase my mood won’t change

Why does everyone think I am so strange?

I want to paint my eyes and not be scorned at

I want to paint my nails black and not be laughed at

I wish I could change the color of my eyes

I hate it when I want to be my self I am called a fag

I love and am in love but no one loves me in return

I wish I were needed I wish I had someone

I wish I had a purpose not just in my poetry

I wish I did not hate my self so much

But in the end I will always hate being me

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Re: In The End I Will Always Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by Sapphire_Blue on Wednesday, 15th December 2004 @ 03:46:38 AM AEST
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All of us choose our paths as we progress through life..though in many eyes it is wrong or dusgusting...or something else....but it is our lives not theirs...so what right do they have to dictate who we should or should not be....all I can say to this poem is be yourself...and listen not to the scorn of others...listen only to your heart...

Re: In The End I Will Always Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by veenu on Wednesday, 15th December 2004 @ 04:41:37 AM AEST
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ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!a sudden ache in my heart please dont hate ur self................................
we are suffering dear
suffering from love
i fallen in love with ur words and with u without watching you i am saying the truth , so u have a lover and thats me ok ..........................u can send personal message if u r interested god bless u!

Re: In The End I Will Always Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by little_genna on Wednesday, 15th December 2004 @ 04:50:46 AM AEST
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I do not know what to say other than John hunny you need to be yourself.
Forget what everyone thinks of you...
If you are not true to yourself this is gonna eventually kill you..........

I love you very much..........

Re: In The End I Will Always Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by pUnKa_RaCh on Wednesday, 15th December 2004 @ 06:43:53 AM AEST
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wow this is a beautiful write......all i can say is please dont hate urself.....i kno it seems like the pain wont go away but theres always a new day.
take care
punka rach

Re: In The End I Will Always Hate Being Me (User Rating: 1 )
by Essentially9 on Wednesday, 15th December 2004 @ 09:05:36 PM AEST
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i think you overused some words too much in this. and again why care about what others say? i try not to listen to stupidity anymore, its only contagious and i dont feel like dying because of someone else.

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