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[sid] => 7223
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Anorexia
[time] => 2002-11-22 03:45:00
[hometext] => Okay even for a guy I was anorexic for a little bit but snaped out of it, thank goodness
please don't ask why I don't know the answer [bodytext] => Starvation fills a, Void inside When it's approval, From you I crave. The desire for, Food is gone, And you are there again, Yelling so negative. Times like this, Fill the pounding urge, To run away, And disappear. Lost in the darkness of, My circumstance's, Criticize echoes leaving, Me awake at night. CHORUS: The barrier and blockades, that keep me safe and in-control while I pretend.... that I'm okay.... The emotions control me, and make me hide in a safe place. My mind stays distant, From what my heart feels. (if I here it, it is real) The only blame I cast, Is upon myself. for wanting happiness, I couldn't have. And still now, can't believe I deserve, The fact of facing, My own Reality... The reflection, Staring back at me, Is not what, You see... The reflection, Staring back at me, Is not what, You see... My guilt running, The need to destroy my, Duration-forcing me, To seek guidance On an empty plate of, Stolen dreams and. Broken nations... CHORUS:x2 The barrier and blockades, that keep me safe and in-control while I pretend.... that I'm okay.... The emotions control me, and make me hide in a safe place. My mind stays distant, From what my heart feels. (if I here it, it is real) [comments] => 1 [counter] => 559 [topic] => 34 [informant] => metalmouth666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SongLyrics )
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