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[sid] => 70858
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I wil never look at myself
[time] => 2004-11-09 20:44:54
[hometext] => i don't know what to say please just read i couldn't exactly find te words but i tried
[bodytext] => I can Never explain exactly what I feel Sometimes i can't even tell whats fantasy and what is real I know whats wrong with me, I know i'll never feel free I was never ment to be happy or gay I was never ment to enjoy everyday Some people just aren't ment to be loved I'm just a bit upset that I have to be One. I will never be the best Just one step behind all the rest I have nothing to keep me here The only thing I am holding on to is self pity and fear I can look at myself and see No one was ever ment to Love me How can they stand to be in the same room As someone like me, someone they say is only "pretty" Thats what i think when you talk to me SOmeone who said I was beautfil not just pretty BUt you found better as you were ment to Sometimes i just wish i could get over you Maybe it would be easier if someone gave me a chance Just got to know me maybe asked me to a Dance Now i can see myself sitting alone My heart turning as cold as stone Everytime you say you love her I die a little more Everytime you say you trust her I cry a little more Everytime I look at myself I fall just a little more into something that is nevermore [comments] => 2 [counter] => 189 [topic] => 24 [informant] => alyssakoren_03 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LoveRemembered )
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