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[sid] => 68024
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => my oldest friend
[time] => 2004-10-19 03:09:50
[hometext] => he haunted me for yrs but now am in control :)
[bodytext] => he used to be ma friend.. made me happy and smile...for a while he gave me comfort and hope protected me from pain.. stopped me going insane.. i was so close to him..for 2 long wot did he do..i say to ma self.. just looked in the mirror wot did i see some stranger so fat..that shudnt be me he changed how i looked.. made me feel hooked. made me get hurt.. gave me the pain.. well.. neva again i changed all things and turned him around like a mouse in a house without even a sound hes ma worst nightmare now i fear him so much dont want to eat him or in ma mouth touch or feel his way..i want to say iam so afraid of him.. he wants me to sin he wants to be there and make me so scared he hides in ma cupboards i feel him all round i hide in the corner try to not make a sound he encourages ma family ma friends and ma kid they all are his friends he makes me so sick i distance myself between him every day i say in ma hed plz just go away i wont let him hurt me like he did b4 i wont let him near me he wont gain a score am stronger than him i can show him ill fight ill try all the time with all of ma might now im in control i can show him ill win hell neva get hold of me and make me sin i smile to myself cos he wil be gone forever in ma life and i will have won so dont say hello i know wots your game.. you wont beat me "food" i know wots yr game so dont try to scare me cos it really dont work ur over and finished goodbye to ma world [comments] => 1 [counter] => 144 [topic] => 6 [informant] => cat_1 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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