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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Judgment Day
[time] => 2004-10-18 23:37:29
[hometext] => I am pretty sure it's over now...
[bodytext] => The day has passed, Time is up, And I have ended it. I told you that I couldn’t speak to you. I told you that I couldn’t see you. I told you not to call. But I still left you something. I am letting you email me -because I can’t cut you off -because I just don’t want to let you go -because I still love you. Somehow I grew to love someone who really wasn’t what I wanted. What I may not have wanted became something that I loved. What I loved became what I needed. I used to believe in you. I thought you could be anything you wanted. And I thought you could be everything for me. I let you into my heart and you hurt me. You took my insecurities and threw them in my face. You used your voice to beat my emotions to sobbing. And I even grew to feel that you could raise your hand. What was love is now fear. You could lash out again and emotionally beat me; And I don’t see a limit to how you can cause me harm. I really don’t see hope for us anymore. I have even lost hope for you. Now that I started to fear you, I don’t believe I can feel love again. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 155 [topic] => 48 [informant] => DragonLuvSong [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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