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[sid] => 67358
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => An Empty Heart
[time] => 2004-10-14 00:48:26
[hometext] => i was just in a mood...i'm not sure if it makes sense i'm not really thinking clearly. i'm not sure if it means anything to you brad
[bodytext] => as my head rests on this pillow my eyes search the darkness not finding any answers just the questions my mind is full of nothing and my heart is just the same feeling empty and cold but hurting again and as i lay i wonder why should i even care? if no one else does why am i even here? here in this bed i'm a million miles away but my thoughts return to you and i break too tired to listen too sad to care too worn to worry and too hurt to share i can see the big blade falling the axe of my doom it doesn't matter anymore cuz all i'm losing is me i think of you and cry you're so far away tonight but even when i'm with you it doesn't seem quite right nothing is the same and i'm not myself anymore why should it matter? what are you here for? the pain has grown numb and so has our love i wish we could go back but we're too far gone i just wanted to believe in something so i chose to believe in you i wish you could believe in me as i would have always been true i'm sorry i wasn't more i wish i could have made you stay and while i'm with you now i know you wish you were a million miles away so as i lay here in this bed so far away from you i won't come back if that's what you want me to do we could take our last chances and enter into the unknown or we can forget it all together and make separate lives of our own i could tell you that i love you and i want to be by your side but what will it change? could it really erase the pain? i pray to the night with my soul that we can salvage what's left as hard as it may be my heart will never be put to rest i plead with all that's left for you to pick me up from this hole save me one last time and maybe once again we can be whole [comments] => 2 [counter] => 192 [topic] => 32 [informant] => AnastasiaN [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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