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[aid] => mick
[title] => Living A Lie
[time] => 2004-09-29 09:51:37
[hometext] => My
[bodytext] => I've gone through my whole life living a lie. The biggest thought in my head is simply "just why?". The only answer I'm really able to give is "what will people say?"; "just look where I live". I've always known "who" I am and where I'm at. Other people's the problem and thats just that. I always worry 'bout what's said and by who; they live thier lives, I should be albe too. I'm tired of lying to all my family and friends. Could someone please tell me just where this lie ends? Is there any good way to break them the news? When the bomb is dropped, will they just think I'm comfused? Over the past year I've privied some friends and my sis. I never thought I could have ever felt such a bliss. NOW I'm able to share myself with these friends. I long for the day when this lie totally ends. I long for completion and with someone to grow old. But for now these lonely nights feel so cold. I'll wait for this day and be patient, I'll try. I pray it comes soon, I can't keep living a lie!!! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 61 [informant] => dubljprdy [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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