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[aid] => mick
[title] => To The End and Back Again
[time] => 2004-09-29 01:02:35
[hometext] => what i learned from a few life experiences...it's just not worth ending one's life for another...no one deserves that much power
[bodytext] => A long time ago I was so scared I was falling apart and nobody cared A long time ago I couldn't smile I used to hurt myself to ease the pain for a while A long time ago I was all alone With no one to talk to I returned to an empty home I found all those pills and swallowed them down when the bottles were empty I laid down on the ground My mind began spinning and my stomach churned in pain the end was nearing as I tried to stand up again Headlights flashed in the window my best friend came through the door I started drifting lower when she picked me off the floor When I awoke the next night I saw pain scream in their eyes the worry and confusion seemed to drip from every 'why' Not too long ago I was so scared I was falling apart again and you didn't care Not too long ago I couldn't smile I hurt myself again but you pushed me a mile Not long ago I did it again but this time was different because I didn't really want it to end I realized something that I never saw before all these people who were scared really cared for me more I'm sorry I hurt all of you it wasn't in my plan The one who I thought mattered turned out to be less than a man I'll never do it again I'm all grown up now and I'll find better friends who won't ever let me down [comments] => 2 [counter] => 188 [topic] => 31 [informant] => AnastasiaN [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => StoryPoetry )
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