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[sid] => 6207
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Finally happy
[time] => 2002-11-04 23:00:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => please dont do this
dont do this to me dont make me hurt dont make me bleed dont shut me down for the first time in a while i was begining to be happy i cant handle this pain its too hard for me why dont you care your not listening to me! i need to talk, please take this hurt away its too much to take its too much pain you want me to smile to never be sad as i smile inside all ive been feeling is bad i cant stay this way, i cant continue on with this lie. all i every wanted was to be loved now all i want is to die i hate you the way you say you hate me you tell me you just joke well im telling you im not happy you dont care to listen nor to ask me how i am if this is how you want it then this is how far it will stand. you dont like the insults or the tears or pain. how does it feel? i stop caring when it all came. i tried to tell you but you didnt listen to me no point in calling 911 im finished, the blood is finally through coming out. theres no point to begin to shout. why why, now you ask? its too late im finally done I;ve completed my final task this is it the finallie, im finally happy [comments] => 2 [counter] => 210 [topic] => 36 [informant] => TiNyOnE [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 4 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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