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[sid] => 61803
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Here she lies
[time] => 2004-08-29 12:18:25
[hometext] => This is not a suicide note. Because I plan to live for many years yet. Providing other people dont tell me how to live.
[bodytext] => After you read it I do not want a million posts asking if I'm ok. If I need help. If I want to see a shrink. I am just fine. Ok? So don't let it worry you. =) Here she lies ~*~* Here she lies A hallow shell Only a ghost of the girl she used to be Listlessly the days tick by Meaninglessly Empty False smile frozen on A face that shall be And never was pretty Don’t tell her lies Don’t tell her she is what she knows she isn’t Lying to her is like spitting on her truth The little girl has died inside her As the crone turns the double 4 She wonders why she bothers trying anymore Endless Dr. visits are no longer her goal She wants what is to be To be Not to prolong the enviable Life monitored, planned, delegated Is not for her She wants her comfort Her solitude She has a right to that Her life is not yours to govern And she will take it away from you And herself Her suicide will be your punishment If you try to make her change her ways Hallow shell Half heaven half hell It is not always so dark Sometimes silver starlight shimmers in her eyes She thinks it all out Her path, her destiny She still has an inner glow But she won’t show Because it’s private and sacred Every second either alone or with others are her treasures That none can steal She is like the cat she owns Feline ish slinky and silent Sly and elusive is she Don’t try to understand her Just accept her As is She is I And I am she I am just me 8.28.04 [comments] => 1 [counter] => 159 [topic] => 48 [informant] => kittenfantastico [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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