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[aid] => mick
[title] => This
[time] => 2004-08-11 23:38:30
[hometext] => -This is to my beloved Kevin on his birthday. I love him with all my heart and long to be with him soon-
[bodytext] => All I wanted was to think that maybe I wasn’t chasing Another pipe dream that had my foolish mind racing All I wanted was to know that what I felt was not one-sided That this love I had for you would not become two lives divided All I knew was how my heart would pound when I would hear you speak How the sight of you would render me incompetent and weak How the energy that flowed between us seemed so very real Still never truly knowing how you did or did not feel You would come with perfect timing, unexpectedly appear Like you felt my anguished longing for you only to be here And the pleasant conversation always seemed so forced and trite But I’d hang on your every word and bask in it all night And as you opened up to me I felt the rising bond Two like-minded individuals seeking common ground I dared to go beyond what others hadn’t seen before And delve into the depths of a mind so hidden to the core A simple touch of your hand, a shy smile graced your face And in that instant, I understood what had become our place A forbidden connection, one we never could reveal The silent longing for each other, the fascination we concealed And I’d kiss the sky at night and ask that God might keep you near Thank him for bringing you to me, the one I held so dear Wishing nothing more than to pour out my heart and soul To make you mine at last, despite the forces in control We spent many a moment in that familiar awkward way Our hands nervously fidgeting while we thought of what to say Both wishing we’d be given that precious time alone To speak without boundaries, be what they could not have known But the opportunities would pass as quickly as they came And neither would do more than walk out the door in shame For we both knew what we both wanted, though it never seemed We could turn it into more than just some far off, crazy dream And now time screams in my ear, our days are fading fast Your whole life stands before you and I’ve nothing but the past And yet we know together we could live in constant bliss Still all these rampant feelings have come to no more than this. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 173 [topic] => 22 [informant] => HeDisappears [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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