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[sid] => 59189
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => every night i fight with the mirror
[time] => 2004-08-06 22:27:59
[hometext] => self pity
[bodytext] => every night i fight a war with the mirror if knowing me is an experience,then being me should be destiny. dreams they say comes true or at least but a dream about me,by me,for me is a bit hard to explain who i am is what i see but what i see is hard to explain my pain,my love,my joy,my happiness is all there is to be me but my pain blurs my forsight,my love creates dullness,my happiness is real in empteness. my joy is faith in God but my faith is weak as my love is blur what more do i see in me to be me if every night i fight a war with the mirror to be me all i wanted to achieve in life is greatness but temptation makes it look blured i walk but the world runs i run but the world relaxes i relax and the world questions me who am i? is an understatement what i am is unexplanable it is me in the mirror but i don't see me. many fight to find peace some fight to find wealth or something else i fight a war with the mirror still i am me,myself and i. every day my occupation means pain and vexation. every night my heart does not lie down in peace but to the vanity of me not being me. i struggle to find the purpose of living i try to answer the three questions which seems to be fundermental the problem of eternity,human personality and of evil. i have failed to solve none of them all and still my fear is in me and my fear is me what more can be dangerous than not knowing who you are or what but still am trying to save me from me fighting with the mirror where me is definately not me but me. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 32 [informant] => buccaneer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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