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[sid] => 58807
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Visions Of The Night, I Surrender
[time] => 2004-08-04 03:16:21
[hometext] => This is about my past, and how it comes back to haunt me in my dreams.
[bodytext] => Please God somebody hear me, please take away this suffering, end my undieing pain Dry my eyes, save them from the salty drops of rain Don't let the sun go down, don't break the light of day Make the moon die out, stop night from comming, take my sight away Do something, anything, to stop the visions Stop the constant replay of my wrong decisions Take my memory, do anything to make me forget I'm tired of crying, of being scared, help me, because i'm tired of it My life brings me nothing but pain, why am i here? what is my purpose? what do you expect from me? There are no words on the face of this earth to explain the things i see When i'm alone in bed at night, there is nobody there to comfort me Why did you do those things to me? My life is now lived in nothing but misery People say all the time " oh i understand" but do they really? Do they have even the slightest idea of the things i see? There are times when i'm ready to give it all up, and attempt to take my life again Then i realize, what i'm leaving behind, so i tell myself , "No i'm not giving up, i refuse to let you win" Over the years i have been through a lot, and each day it gets harder for me But i have to face the facts, only my own courage will set me free [comments] => 2 [counter] => 180 [topic] => 61 [informant] => TheBlackVoid [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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