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[sid] => 57205
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I can’t handle my head ANY MORE!!!
[time] => 2004-07-22 15:48:42
[hometext] => I didn’t do any thing after this was written, nor did security come over and say any thing. I wrote this while it all was kicking off around me. Security looked at me like I was mad. What’s wrong with me holding my head?
[bodytext] => I can’t think straight. I can’t calm down. I can feel my insides bubble, As I’m filled with the shouts around. I’m glued to the bench. I don’t want to stand. I’ll jump off the roof, Shattering to pieces when I land. I’ll jump off the building, Crack my head on the ground. I’ll kill my body, In suicidal sound. I don’t want to get up, ‘Coz the death pulse is strong! It controls my body, Until I find what I long... But the noise in the crowd is over-whelming, It’s filling me with fear. The chattering shouts are around me! Reducing me to tears. And as I write this, crying, No one even cares. ‘Coz the tears are pigments inside me, I’m inhaling them through the air. As I’m sitting screaming inside my self, I’m sitting holding my head. And those security guards are watching me, Like to the public I’m some threat!!!!! [comments] => 3 [counter] => 192 [topic] => 36 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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